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I do miss you…
I know I really shouldn’t because you haven’t treated me right. Still, I guess in my heart of hearts I wish that somehow you’d come around and be the amazing guy I thought you were when I met you. You seemed so sweet and romantic, and you gave me this great feeling inside that I haven’t felt in years. This feeling that love is possible, even though I’ve been heartbroken before.
I don’t know if it could have happened for you and I becauseRead the rest of this entry »
Well I DON’T.
Know why? Because you treated me like crap and I don’t wanna go back to that.
I am not your option.
I am not your booty call.
I am not your “fallback girl.”
I will not be put on the backburner.
I will not be anyone’s second choice.
I will not be walked on.
I will not play the fool.
“Everyone falls in love with me,” you said. Well, you’re wrong. You’re hot, that I won’t deny… but it’s not enough to keep me.
IfRead the rest of this entry »
My Grant father is so fucking stupid he thinks he can tell me what to do when he’s not my dad and my mom does absolutely nothing to help me I just want to have my boyfriend Brandon over so we can lay in bed and cuddle and he said that’s not allowed we can just lay in bed all day even though I do that with all my friends it’s not like we’re doing anything bad!!!
I really want to kill him in his sleep I fucking
Before I start, I want to say that this seems to be mostly the actions of girls, but is a general concern regardless. I am honestly so scared for the future of my tribe, particularly when my generation starts entering the tribal council and other tribal jobs. Kids in my generation have been told since they were young that they were leaders, but no one told them what being a leader entailed. As a result of that, they have grown up thinking they were leaders and acted accordingly.Read the rest of this entry »
Why do I always fall for people that won’t love me back? I’m inlove with a girl who doesn’t even know it. She gives me mixed messages, one day I’m Mr perfect and the next she ignores me. I don’t know if shes playing hard to get, if shes shy, or just isn’t into me. Girls are so complicated. I just want her to love me, why is that so hard to understand? Am I unlovable? I just want her to confess her feelings for me (if sheRead the rest of this entry »
I’ve been borderline personality for years now and most of my family have adjusted to it. Apart from my ignorant pig of a brother. Turns out he has been going into my home when I’m not there. He won’t say how he got a key and is refusing to accept he has done anything wrong. My parents are fuming and so am I. I can’t even go into my own home anymore as I don’t feel safe. It doesn’t feel like mine. My fiance knows they will neverRead the rest of this entry »
I always fall for the ones who care at first, then suddenly turn their backs on you. We were friends, we just fucking friends, and I fell so hard for him. I knew he wouldn’t feel the same, so I didn’t tell him, and now I’m glad.
He’s just not the same person anymore. He’s into drugs, and he just acts like someone else entirely. I don’t know what happened, we were so close, and now I never see him anymore. It’s like someone else took over hisRead the rest of this entry »
Oh, you’re a bro, huh?
You think you’re number 1?
You think you’re impressive?
You think you’re the best?
Well it’s time for me to let out my inner bitch and say,
FUCK YOU ASSHOLE.
That’s all you are anyways. An asshole. You freaking live at home with your parents and drink yourself stupid multiple nights every week… YOU DON’T DESERVE ME. I am too pretty, sweet, and smart to date a moron like you. You better get your ego in check babe, because you’re not gonna beRead the rest of this entry »
Why isnt that i feel like im falling for someone and i dont even know them. its mostly the fact that theyre cut e and i could just imagine a life with them. i seriously need to stop i put myself down in the hopes that someone i like might like me too. even if they did it wouldnt be fair to them, they probably have a really nice life, why should i ruin it by bringing them into my screwed up life?
I’m sure that many people say that but some people say it for the smallest things. My life really does suck, everything about it does. I lived with my sister and single mom, but now im living in a crowded house with my aunt and why because my mom got in a car accident about 4 months ago and shes paralyzed chest down. Great isnt it? that the person i most depended on now has to rely on her two daughters to take good care of her. IRead the rest of this entry »
i don’t know how to handle all the pain any more. i cant stop thinking about you, about the way we kissed. the way you used to hold me, why wasn’t i enough? why couldn’t you love me the way i still love you. i love everything about you, your scars, your mistakes. every imperfection makes you perfect to me. i love how passionate you are about music, about your sci-fy timeline and about history. i love the way your eyes crinkle at the corner when you smile,Read the rest of this entry »
I keep falling falling falling until im head over heals, but then theres no one to catch me, they feed me lies and build me up, but love just beats me down. I always say im done with it, but im a hopeless romantic and keep getting back on the horse. my head says give it a rest but my heart is hurting and needs healing
Time, eventually it all runs out right? Nothing can last forever, so why is it that you’ve got all these people promising that things will be ‘forever’. No, it doesn’t work that way, soon enough both of your time will run out and then what? Everything must and will come to an end, it’s inevitable, a fact of life.
It took me a while to realise this but all good and bad things must come to an end at one point or another whether you want them to
Do you ever feel like this?
Like no one cares?
Like it’s you verse the world?
Like you’re so empty that you don’t feel anything?
Like you’re a robot, void of feeling?
Do you feel like you can only think of the bad things in life?
At night you have trouble sleeping because you’re scared and you have too many thoughts running through your mind?
People all ways tell you that they are there for you and that they will always love you but you only think aboutRead the rest of this entry »