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I’m a 17 year old female, and this is about me falling for another female.

About 2 years ago, I met a girl that everyone else talked shit about. I wanted to have my own judgements about her, and not have a biased one based on the opinions of others. So, we talked for a while, and she became like my best friend.

One day, she told me she was bisexual, and she made me question my sexuality. I’d never been into girls before, but I was so

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Her

I’m a 17 year old female, and this is about me falling for another female.

About 2 years ago, I met a girl that everyone else talked shit about. I wanted to have my own judgements about her, and not have a biased one based on the opinions of others. So, we talked for a while, and she became like my best friend.

One day, she told me she was bisexual, and she made me question my sexuality. I’d never been into girls before, but I was so

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GET OVER IT

Sometimes, I just want to go on a rant because I get annoyed when people act like 5 year olds so here it goes.

1.It’s really annoying when you are so fucking sensitive to some little thing that doesn’t even MATTER. Calm the fuck down. It’s honestly not a big deal at all. GET OVER IT. It’s a joke. Okay so you accidentally like someone’s picture… NOT THE END OF THE WORLD

2. How dare you even bring up a guy that you know was a dick to

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Why

I comment saying your beautiful and the best, you really are. You don’t take them, and it annoys the hell out of me like you don’t believe, so just take them okay.

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Two – Six

I never thought that I’d end up living with more than my mother and my sister. With the stress of another year of high school and a sudden change of where I want to go in life, the last thing I needed was people living in my sanctuary. But no, like a freight train, my mother slapped us in the face with the news that my cousins and her two children would be living in our living room for the entire school year. Do I want this?
No.

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Two – Six

I never thought that I’d end up living with more than my mother and my sister. With the stress of another year of high school and a sudden change of where I want to go in life, the last thing I needed was people living in my sanctuary. But no, like a freight train, my mother slapped us in the face with the news that my cousins and her two children would be living in our living room for the entire school year. Do I want this?
No.

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Really, now?

Do you speak English?
Can you read?
Are you capable of typing?
Have you made it past the 4th grade?

Then WHY can’t you spell?
WHY do you not know how to form a proper sentence!?

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Why. Just, why?

You better strap yourself in for this one. It starts about 15 years ago when my (not-yet-then) stepmother met a lady with several daughters. The middle daughter, lets call her, oh, W, was only a young child at the time. This acquaintance turned into a friendship, and roughly 10 years later started a series of unfortunate events.
My dad met and had a child with my stepmother in 2003/2004, and I, who was 18 at the time, moved in with them, because I wanted to try living with

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Should I Stay or Should I Go?

High School is hard to deal with…or maybe it’s just my town. These past few months for the wait of a new school has been strangely hard to comprehend. Like all kids my age, as my mother says, it’s a “time to find yourself.” She never told me that the self I’ve found isn’t the self that everyone enjoys. So now the question is in the air…should I stay or should I go? Somehow I wasn’t expecting to be the girl that everyone stared at walking down the

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What to do…

I don’t know what to do anymore, I feel i don’t know way to run, I feel alone empty and very sad, I can’t tell anyone what I;m feeling right now, I can’t cry I can’t say anything, I can’t do anything on my own. I feel I’m paralyze.
I’m thankful because my kittens and cat are here easing my loneliness for a while.
But every time I close my eyes I feel the loneliness and sadness, I don’t know where I’m going, I feel I shut off

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When did I become the family servant? I came home for a vacation and now it´s my responsibility to get up everyday to clean your house. Wash up all the dishes. Take shit if things aren´t up to your standards?
Do I even get a thank you? No. Of course not. All I get is snide remarks about how something is a little dirty. Or how I forgot something.
And another thing. Yes I´m aware that my 17 year old sister is recovering from an eating disorder. But

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No man great enough

I HATE THAT I CAN’T FIND THE MAN I WANT. I hate more that I need that. I hate it . I hate it. I hatttte it!
I want to get married to some one I love. My biggest problem–is finding someone who I find attractive that is both party enough for me BUT has a love for Christ. I know it’s a mix– but if I exist, so might others like me! Also, they need to be attractive. My shallow side is an asshole! I feel terrible

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Just shit. Lots and lots of shit.

I just made my mum cry.
Because I can’t control my feelings, and i’m too stressed over school. My grades are dropping and i’m thinking of retaining to change subjects, but i’m terrified of knowing i’ve wasted a whole year.
I wish i had chosen the right choice, no point in crying over spilt milk right? Turns out it’s rather hard to listen to that kind of advice.
Dad’s still holding us together, but me and mum keep fighting and i’m so tired of fighting with her but

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I must be slow for attempting a relationship.

relationships are hard sometimes the options for a villa bility is slim to none and it’s crazy how sometimes we be stuck in situations that we have the choice to get rid of I’ve been in a difficult relationship for 7 years we’re not intimate and my other half is always on a laptop and secretly meeting people when I’m not around now I know this because I have snoop around in order to find out exactly what’s going on because I suspect this thing you know so

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Dont know what to do

So there is this guy I once hooked up with when I was very drunk. He is my best friends really close friend and I had always found him cute. Anyway I thought that was the first and last time. But late he started calling me again to hook up and we used to. But he was a player sort of a person and I was not the only girl like he hooked up with 2 more girls while we were having a fling. But in this process

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