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Should I Stay or Should I Go?

High School is hard to deal with…or maybe it’s just my town. These past few months for the wait of a new school has been strangely hard to comprehend. Like all kids my age, as my mother says, it’s a “time to find yourself.” She never told me that the self I’ve found isn’t the self that everyone enjoys. So now the question is in the air…should I stay or should I go? Somehow I wasn’t expecting to be the girl that everyone stared at walking down the

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What to do…

I don’t know what to do anymore, I feel i don’t know way to run, I feel alone empty and very sad, I can’t tell anyone what I;m feeling right now, I can’t cry I can’t say anything, I can’t do anything on my own. I feel I’m paralyze.
I’m thankful because my kittens and cat are here easing my loneliness for a while.
But every time I close my eyes I feel the loneliness and sadness, I don’t know where I’m going, I feel I shut off

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When did I become the family servant? I came home for a vacation and now it´s my responsibility to get up everyday to clean your house. Wash up all the dishes. Take shit if things aren´t up to your standards?
Do I even get a thank you? No. Of course not. All I get is snide remarks about how something is a little dirty. Or how I forgot something.
And another thing. Yes I´m aware that my 17 year old sister is recovering from an eating disorder. But

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No man great enough

I HATE THAT I CAN’T FIND THE MAN I WANT. I hate more that I need that. I hate it . I hate it. I hatttte it!
I want to get married to some one I love. My biggest problem–is finding someone who I find attractive that is both party enough for me BUT has a love for Christ. I know it’s a mix– but if I exist, so might others like me! Also, they need to be attractive. My shallow side is an asshole! I feel terrible

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Just shit. Lots and lots of shit.

I just made my mum cry.
Because I can’t control my feelings, and i’m too stressed over school. My grades are dropping and i’m thinking of retaining to change subjects, but i’m terrified of knowing i’ve wasted a whole year.
I wish i had chosen the right choice, no point in crying over spilt milk right? Turns out it’s rather hard to listen to that kind of advice.
Dad’s still holding us together, but me and mum keep fighting and i’m so tired of fighting with her but

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I must be slow for attempting a relationship.

relationships are hard sometimes the options for a villa bility is slim to none and it’s crazy how sometimes we be stuck in situations that we have the choice to get rid of I’ve been in a difficult relationship for 7 years we’re not intimate and my other half is always on a laptop and secretly meeting people when I’m not around now I know this because I have snoop around in order to find out exactly what’s going on because I suspect this thing you know so

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Dont know what to do

So there is this guy I once hooked up with when I was very drunk. He is my best friends really close friend and I had always found him cute. Anyway I thought that was the first and last time. But late he started calling me again to hook up and we used to. But he was a player sort of a person and I was not the only girl like he hooked up with 2 more girls while we were having a fling. But in this process

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im lesbian

i’m 18 yrs old and im a lesbian.
i wanna come out to my family but i cant.
they will kill me. seriously they will.
i live in a muslim country there aren’t lots of people who r gay. i think its only me. but i guess there must be some more. who wants to come out like me. but we cant. my family will kill me. and law here isn’t so good so nobody will ever find out where i dissappeared.
i never had a girlfriend.
i

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Just some narcissistic hatred

I really really hate myself sometimes.
I have a good caring family with a relatively good life, but i keep being selfish and self-centered, thinking that just because i was lonely for a while no one understood when i myself knew it wasn’t true. And then i kept telling myself that i’m useless, right now i’m still doing it, i know i’ve got self-esteem issues but i don’t even bother trying to get over it. Probably because i want those issues for attention to be paid to me

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idk man.

I have friend whom I have sex with. Both agreed to do this without romantic shit. But we do more then “just” have sex. We have movie nights with his mum and little sister. He wants me to come over just to cuddle. He wants me to meet his dad. He takes me out traveling. He talks about all the shit that he deals with. He can shed a tear, no problem. We all need to be able to do that. We are really comfortable with each other.

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I don’t even know why

My friend and only recently planned to attend gay pride this year. I asked her is she knew when it was she replied with “Idfk.” So I go on and I realise that I have hospital appointments and a holiday abroad dotted about when gay pride was on, I told her this and know shes throwing a hissy fit at me. I have a medical condition called scoliosis. I have surgery on the only day we can go. If this surgery doesn’t go correctly I could be in

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what the hey.

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Dear Laptop Screw

You mother fucking piece of shit, where the hell are you? My damn computer is falling apart and I’m literally holding it together!! And when I call customer service, THEY DON’T FUCKIN SPEAK ENGLISH BUT THEY SELL THIS POOR SHIT TO US AMERICANS!!! AND GUESS THE HELL WHAT?!? WE SPEAK ENGLISH!!! Now I have to deal with your lost ass while holding my laptop together… dammit.

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Im lonely…and people bash me because im gay.

4043268395. insanely gay male. need guy
friends. I can travel. Looking for love…or just a Wild guy thats dom. COME MAKE MY DREAMS REALITY.

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Birthday

EX BEST FRIEND’S birthday today. fucking bitch i hate you. you’re such a hypocrite and back stabber. trying to be me. WTF FUUUU i fucking hate you stupid ass bitch

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