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The Ex is engaged…

So I dated my ex for 4 years and we talked a lot about marriage. I broke up with him and met my current boyfriend and we been together for a year and a half now. My ex got engaged a week ago to a girl he has been with for 5 months and for some reason it is all I can think about. I guess maybe I still care about my ex but he is so selfish and really not going anywhere in life. My current boyfriend

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Grandma’s BFF…good or bad?

So my grandma has this liver disease and she is driving me crazy. I am seriously her best friend, but sometimes it just gets old. I am the butt of her jokes and at the same time I am the shoulder she cries on. I realize that the meds she is on is making her sick and depressed, but DAMN! I just want to tell her to suck it up sometimes, but I can’t. She makes fun of me to make herself feel better, its like being in

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So my grandma has this liver disease and she is driving me crazy. I am seriously her best friend, but sometimes it just gets old. I am the butt of her jokes and at the same time I am the shoulder she cries on. I realize that the meds she is on is making her sick and depressed, but DAMN! I just want to tell her to suck it up sometimes, but I can’t. She makes fun of me to make herself feel better, its like being in

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Games…

You wait 2 days to text me back? Fine. I’m usually not a game player, but I’ll play your game. Let’s see how long it takes before you’ll break the silence.

So you’re really good looking. So what? I’m not gonna break down and chase you, YOU can chase ME. You want it? Come get it baby. And if not, you know what? Screw you, I don’t have time for this crap!

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so much for best friends…

I’m in a hard situation. I have been in love with the same boy for 10 years now. We have been pretty obvious about liking each other but never officially became in a relationship because of problems involving family (wont explain). I finally said maybe we should just be friends for now.because of everything that was going on & we were fine. But so my best friend knew how much I really really love him but two weeks later she says to me that she likes him too

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i’m.really.done.with.your.lies.

I have a best friend who lies to me constantly. I really don’t know why i’m still friends with her. The only thing is that she’s REALLY BAD at lying.

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Fucking Friend zone

YES, it does exist! If it didn’t exist then why doesn’t she care for me? I’m so tired of being alone.
“He’s suck a nice guy.” WTF? I’ve always treated you well. I never tried to take advantage of you. You know I care for you, and you even kissed me first! I’m the one dealing with that asshole harassing you, but you are more interested in the guy in California!? The younger, fatter guy? And this is after you told me you like older guys!
I hate

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I dont know what im doing

Whenever I’m stressed, I tend to forget reality exists. It’s nearly 9 pm and I haven’t started studying yet. Which was the goal of today. Nic is at the house and I don’t like it. We broke up a few weeks ago and live together so I feel somewhat homeless at the moment. I haven’t been able to have food at the apartment because all the dishes are piled up in a mess.

I don’t really know what to do. I need to be studying, I know that

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Sigh…

It’s just what my username says… I am just another useless piece of the puzzle.

I used to blame other people in the past but I have to admit to myself that I am where I am because of the decisions that I made and didn’t make.

I’m not a criminal nor did I hurt anyone emotionally (well, that would be a lie – I did hurt a girl because i wasn’t interested in her but ever since that time, I have been forced to pay my debt

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Why Me?

This guy and I went through so much. Then he dumped me for somone else. What should I do?

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找工作

主耶穌,我正在找工作,求主耶穌憐憫我、幫助我,賜給我一份好的工作。Lord, please help me find a good job.

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The Waiting Game Is Killing Me!

Argh, so I had a GREAT first date with this guy (which I’m pretty sure is a mutual feeling since he didn’t want me to leave!), and now I’m just waiting for him to ask me out again and driving myself nuts analyzing every little thing! Guys, how long do you typically wait to ask for a second date? He texted me in the morning a couple days after the date (and he initiated it), but hasn’t made a plan for a second one yet… I’m wondering what

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Leeches

What is it with guys that continue to bother their ex-girlfriends when she has already to him she has moved on. he’s lick a blood sucking leech, “can I spend the night, I’ll sleep on the couch?” Intentionally leaving things at the house when he comes to visit his daughter or wtf are you even hanging around her when she can not stand being in your presence. Get a life loser. Should I just give up on the girl that allows this bs to continue?

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Tired

I’m so tired all the time. What is wrong with me? I wake up tired. I go to be tired. ughhh

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spilling

I always end up crying here. I can’t move, I can’t speak. I want to smash the fucking tv out the fucking window. This place is a mess. I need to do work. I missed 20% of my grade in 2 of my university courses.

I tell people I’m fine, just because I don’t want to be a continuous source of sadness and add to everyone else’s stress. I feel bad. I feel guilty for Nic’s suffering. We broke up 3 weeks ago because he saw me sexting

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